Saturday, December 31, 2005

[2005]

If the last few days of the year 2005 has a theme for me, it's family and friends.

Christmas parties, gift giving and inuman sessions; the most I've ever spent for Xmas for as far as I can remember; spending for and organizing Xmas parties, giving away miniature mini-Coopers and Mp3 CDs like they were mugs. The best Noche Buena ever; the first time my family was complete for Christmas in almost 3 years - a blacksheep brother finally decides to spend Christmas with the family. And Birthday parties, post birthday party inuman sessions. I've never had more alcohol in my system in one season.

This Christmas...is the most I've ever spent time with my family and friends in my life. Ever. And I'm happy. Parang andami ko palang mahal sa buhay ^__^

Everyone, have a Happy New Year.

Monday, December 19, 2005

[curse my ignorance]

I recently discovered that "Love Song" is actually a The Cure original. I feel like an idiot, how could I not have known? Anyway... here's an acoustic version of the song. I just noticed.. I've been posting a lot of songs lately (and their downloadable too!). This isn't even legal but what the heck. I just want to share the love :D At para sa hindi nakakaalam ng lyrics (although I doubt that..):

love song
the cure

whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am home again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am whole again

whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am young again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away
i will always love you
however long i stay
i will always love you
whatever words i say
i will always love you
i will always love you

whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am free again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am clean again

Saturday, December 17, 2005

[the night's watch]

Night gathers, and now my watch begins. It shall not end until my death. I shall take no wife, hold no lands, father no children. I shall wear no crowns and win no glory. I shall live and die at my post. I am the sword in the darkness. I am the watcher on the walls. I am the fire that burns against the cold, the light that brings the dawn, the horn that wakes the sleepers, the shield that guards the realms of men. I pledge my life and honor to the Night's Watch, for this night and all the nights to come.

I've just started reading A Feast for Crows, the fourth book of A Song of Ice and Fire. Except for the part about taking no wife and fathering no children, the Night's Watch is the coolest faction in Westeros, aside from the Starks of Winterfell of course. By the way, was Googling around the net and found some interesting Ice and Fire pictures (Art by Jenny Dolfen, I am posting without permission): pictured here's the coolest most BADASS brother of the Night's Watch: Qhorin Halfhand. ..Kind of makes me want to make my own Ice and Fire character renditions, hmm..

I'll be coming to Baguio for Christmas, and since our Internet there has veen disconnected, and I probably won't have much money for the holidays, malamang hindi ako makakapagpost ng madalas, so to everyone out there: MERRY CHRISTMAS, and a HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Anyway, back to reading.

Friday, December 16, 2005

[more urbandub]

a new tattoo
urbandub

great moments they pass by
if you're careless
desperately trying to speak the words
i've been wanting to say for a long time.
tongue tied, every time i try to talk to you
in time, i'll find the right line.

caught a glimpse of you
i tremble every time you walk by
hopelessly trying to find a way
to be near you, to get near you.
in my mind, plays thoughts of you all the time
i'll find the right line

i'll bleed for you
like a new tattoo in my heart
you'll stay permanent

am i too late now?
will i find a way to get to you somehow?
she's breaking me down again
she's breaking me down.


This song, on the other hand, sort of applies. Listen. I remember posting the lyrics of this song as a test post when the blog was just starting out. I've always liked this song, especially now.

[post x'mas party]

So many things to say.. but I don't really have the energy right now. Masasabi ko lang, it was the best way to end the year.

Right now, I'm just feeling euphoric :)

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

[LSS of the week]

no ordinary love
urbandub

i gave you all the love i got
i gave you more than i could give
i gave you love
i gave you all that i have inside
and you took my love
you took my love
didn't i tell you
what i believe
did somebody say that
a love like that won't last
didn't I give you
all that i've got to give baby

i keep crying
i keep trying for you
there's nothing like you and i baby
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love

when you came my way
you brightened every day
with your sweet smile
didn't i tell you
what i believe
did somebody say that
a love like that won't last
didn't i give you
all that i've got to give baby

this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
keep crying
there's nothing like you and i baby

this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love

keep trying for you
keep crying for you
keep flying for you
keep flying i'm falling
I'm falling


Not that the song applies or anything, It's just that it's been running in my head since I got it. Heavy drumming, deep bass... loud music. C'mon, you know you wanna hear it.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

[what D&D character are you?]

Lawful Good Human Bard Thief
Follower Of Oghma

Alignment:
Lawful Good characters are the epitome of all that is just and good. They believe in order and governments that work for the benefit of all, and generally do not mind doing direct work to further their beliefs.

Race:
Humans are the 'average' race. They have the shortest life spans, and because of this, they tend to avoid the racial prejudices that other races are known for. They are also very curious and tend to live 'for the moment'.

Primary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.

Secondary Class:
Thieves are the most roguish of the classes. They are sneaky and nimble-fingered, and have skills with traps and locks. While not all use these skills for burglary, that is a common occupation of this class.

Deity:
Oghma is the Neutral Good god of knowledge and invention. He is also known as the Binder of What is Known, and is the Patron of Bards. His followers believe that knowledge reigns supreme, and is the basis for everything else that is done. They wear white shirts and pants, with a black and gold braided vest, and a small, box-like hat. All priests of Oghma are known as Loremasters. Oghma's symbol is a scroll.

What D&D Character Are You?

I've been playing a lot of Neverwinter Nights lately, the character I'm using right now is a Chaotic Good Half-elven Rogue (major class)/ Ranger (minor class) Shadowdancer (prestige class). I'm thinking of starting a new character... A human bard/rogue/harper scout :D

Sunday, December 11, 2005

[ultraelectromagneticjam]

Recently got my copy of Ultraelectromagneticjam, the Eraserheads tribute album - respect for the greatest Pinoy band that ever lived (90's kid ako eh).

My picks: 6 Cycle Mind's version of "Alapaap", a great rendition - I like what they did to the intro, the drums, and the instrumental. A darker version of "Spolarium" by Imago. Love the bass. "Superproxy 2006" by Francis M. - Ang angas. Orange and Lemons sending "Huwag Kang Matakot" back to the 60's, giving it that classic feel. the Radioactive Sago Project taking "Alcohol" to the next level - turning one of the Eraserheads most forgetable and mundane (forgive me :D) songs into something so COOL. Hands down, ang galing ng ginawa nila dito. M.Y.M.P's mellow(er) version of "Huwag Mo Nang Itanong" is also a nice change. And of course there's the reggae version of "Maling Akala" by Brownman Revival which I liked. Rico J. Puno's "Huling El Bimbo" is also quite.. cool (hehe).

One thing though, what the HELL is Cueshe doing there!? C'mon, "Hard to Believe" deserved better than to be rendered by some pogi poser band. Respect naman diyan. The same can be said about Spongecola's version of "Pare Ko", it sucks.

Anyway, all the other songs were ok. This album is great, instant classic.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

[urbandub - embrace]

I love this band.

I've been listening to nothing but Urbandub all week. I finally got Embrace, bibili sana ako nung SEA Games Arnis shirt kaso nabadtrip ako kaya bumili na lang ako ng CD. Embrace is great, although not better than Influence. I also (finally) got a copy of their version of "No Ordinary Love".

My favorite tracks from the album:
"Alert the Armory", the carrier single, 'nuff said. "Frailty" and "First of Summer", gotta love double bass. "Endless, a Silent Whisper", although it sounds a bit Emo, i liked the reggae/ska mix. I like this track for the same reasons I like "Sailing" and "New Tattoo" from Influence. And the most unusual (and the coolest) track, "Safety in Numbers", the song is ..wierd, but I like it.

Mabuhay and Indies!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

[SEA games part 2: lutong pinoy]

The reality of how this country has been fixing the games makes me sick. Some of us from the UPLB Arnis team (Sir Mejia, Tandoy, Dos, JC, ate Chini, Bern and Leanne) watched the Arnis events at EAC (Emilio Aguinaldo College, Manila) this weekend and the results were very disappointing to say the least. Here's the full story, I know it's long but I just have to say it:

Saturday:
1st event Men's Single Forms (anyo or katta) Competition: the Filipino player's performance was good; it seemed a bit too flashy and unpractical but at that point we were already convinced that no one else could be better (although it annoyed us that his katta/anyo wasn't pure Arnis - it had a good mix of Wushu and other Kung Fu forms).

But when the Vietnamese player performed his anyo, it was unexpectedly SO MUCH better; in terms of control, force, stability of footwork, simplicity and practiaclity, style not to mention that he used forms that we could actually recognize. Vietnam UNEXPECTEDLY gets gold, Philippines silver for the first event. There were other teams, Cambodia and Timor Leste, but their performance wasn't exactly.. noteworthy, so nevermind.

2nd event Women's Single Forms Competition: Vietnam was first to go and as we expected, her anyo was perfect (using the same categories mentioned above). Our pinoy bet on the other hand (looking pumped up and ready to kill) did yet another wushu-hybrid anyo. It certainly looked "cool" (especially for onlookers who didn't know anything about arnis) but was, as we saw it, lacking in control, force, and stability; the most important elements of a good katta. Vietnam once again takes the gold, Philippines silver.

Before I move on, remember that this is ARNIS, an original Filipino sport. It would look bad in the press (considering Arnis is the first sport in the alphabetical list of the SEA Games) if the Philippines fails to dominate Arnis.

Afternoon: 3rd event Men's Group Forms: The Philippines performed an anyo using pairs of real Bolos (the filipino short swords). The katta was certainly difficult, but they failed in syncronization when one of them fell back a couple of seconds. Team Vietnam on the other hand, flawlessly performed a katta using only normal sticks. Their syncronization was perfect (their footwork, turning, shouts, even the angles of their sticks) - it was like watching one man with two shadows performing. To our disappointment (and confirming our suspicions of a desperate ploy to save face), Philippines still gets gold, Vietnam silver.

On the last event for the day: Women's Group Forms: The same thing happened. Philippines performed an similar version of the katta used for singles, and also lacked the synchronization (their sticks pointing at different angles) that team Vietnam had, but still won the gold.

When the results were shown, everyone was already cheering for the Philippine team; me and the rest of the team however, we just couldn't get ourselves to clap anymore.

It was an even score between Vietnam (two golds on singles katta) and the Philippines (two golds in group katta), a good enough standing - good enough so that the Philippines doesn't "lose" and even make it look like it was a "close match".

After the awarding ceremonies, we decided to come over to team Vietnam to congratulate them and were surprised to find out that their coach, Guro Roel Gatmundon from Arnis Philippines, was Filipino (although it shouldn't have been a surprise at all). We told them how we were impressed by their performance and that we thought they should've gotten all the golds. While we talked, Guro Roel confirmed our suspicions when he told us that someone did approach him to say "...sorry, kailangan talaga.." (sorry, but we really needed it).

And there you have it, the sad truth of how low this country can get just to protect it's reputation as the real masters of arnis, and just to avoid the shame of losing in a sport we practically should be OWNING. Guro Roel admitted that he was torn between his countrymen and his Vietnamese team. Vietnam's coach explained his reasons for accepting the shady deal, he only regrets that his team did not get what they deserved in the competition. The man was trying to save Arnis - he was trying to promote Arnis as a sport in Vietnam, a scandal would only ruin that higher goal, Vietnam probably won't send another Arnis delegation for fear of being cheated again. It's not my place to judge his decision, I don't really know myself what I would have done had I been in his shoes but I know he was just as pissed-off as we were.

Sunday:

I didn't need to watch the sparring competitions to know that they'd "fix" it again. From what I've heard from Coach, Kuya Quan and my team-mates who saw the matches, team Philippines won most of the golds again by magic.

The Philippine Arnis team was crap; I know schools, people who could have done better and would most definitely have dominated the competition instead of these Wushu half-breeds but that's not the point. The point is that we failed to live up to the fact that WE are the masters of arnis, and we should have accepted that - we shouldn't have tried to cover up our mistakes with bullshit. If this is how we're supposed to win, then I'd rather lose.

Is saving face for arnis and the whole country worth sacrificing the spirit of sportsmanship (the very spirit, the principles that martial arts stands for)? No. Being able to tolerate things like this is what makes this country a country of losers. Failing to live up to principle is worse than failing to live up to an image.